..

Maybe I became very emotional

Maybe ....

I don't know, but I'm sure

I don't have a heart anymore

I can't cry

I can't love him

I can't...

I feel my heart is broken

I feel I can't breathe

I feel I have no feelings

I feel my heart is dead

I feel I can't have anything

I feel everything is dark, everything is far far away

I feel I can't love something or anyone

It's me

And

This is not me

And

This is very painful

#Five_months